Oh geez. So, ive been doing this PUA thing with plenty of success and no intention of stopping. Its hard though because i technically have a girlfriend. Dont get me wrong, she is 7 hours away at school and i have not been sooo unfaithful... but the thing is, i can see myself marrying this girl. Without a doubt i would be a fool to let this girl slip by me.
On the other hand, i do not want to stop my new PUA lifestyle. It makes me feel great and gives me a great sense of validation and accomplishment. Am i in the game to pick up chicks? No, i am doing it to get good with women and people in general. My goal is not to sleep with every piece of ass that comes my way...im not like that. Why cant i just tell my gf that im doing this? Why cant she accept that i want to better myself! I mean shit.
Well, because i am not trying to bang all across town, my morals are not bothered, but i cannot shake the feeling that if she finds out it will be over. Let me re-iterate. I wanna marry this girl, but not yet. I would not mind being faithful to this girl if she lived with or even close to me. I cannot explain my lifestyle to her because she would not understand. I know what, of course my morals are compromised...why else would i be writing about it? Well, because i was hoping for some solution to pop out of my words. haha, no solutions in the love game.
And i really think she wants to be oblivious to this whole thing, i mean. She must know by now what i do. But then again, i guess PUA's are still semi secret. After all, thats why it is so fun and easy.
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